Forever... Is it really FOR EVER??

"I saw myself sitting in the crotch of this fig-tree, starving to death, just because I couldn't make up my mind which of the figs I would choose. I wanted each and every one of them, but choosing one meant losing all the rest, and, as I sat there, unable to decide, the figs began to wrinkle and go black, and, one by one, they plopped to the ground at my feet."

--- Sylvia Plath

I am now deleting my Xmas wishlist located on the bottom of this blog and reinventing it as MY FOREVER WISHLIST... I was deeply moved and captivated by Sylvia Plath's "The Bell Jar". It is truly an American Classic Novel. I missed reading. I missed literature. It appears as though my artistic side of the brain had been starved to death. But fret not my tiny little brain, for I will not abandon you. I will continue to feed you with thoughts, ideas and soon --- the creative juices will follow...

Feel free to take a look at my FOREVER WISHLIST just below the posts.

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I just need a simple partner...


WHO'S TOTALLY HOT....


and UNDERSTANDING!

Finding a Perfect Love Story

I met this guy who poured his soul out. He told me a perfect tragedy. The one you only saw on movies.
It pains me..

The Difference Between "Want and Need"....

I want someone who I can share my innermost thoughts, my deepest feelings.

I want someone who can love me and hate me all at the same time.

I want someone who can control me whenever I do crazy stuff but can still let me be to learn my mistakes.

I want someone whom I can share my passion in writing, poetry and art.

I want someone who can stand by my side through all the ups and downs.

I want someone who appreceiates me for what I am.

I want someone who can love me unconditionally.

I want a perfect person --- and not just any perfect person...

I want the one who's perfect for me....

I need someone who understands me

I need someone who I can live without but enjoy life while being in it.

I need someone who can put up with my insecurities, mistakes and irrational decisions...

I just need a simple person that will make my life feel special...

Lara Nadezda P. Melencio 

Embarking on a New Journey

Happy New Year Guys!


All this Holiday partying is giving me hell... I missed writing. I missed staying at home and staring at the computer. I missed reading -- I missed poetry but I enjoyed a whole lot of party music and beer, beer, beer!


I'm not really into the "New Year's Resolution" thingy and all those crappy bullshit that capitalists had made up. I am just a happy and simple individual who strives for the best everyday and not just for a single holiday.


All these random thoughts and ideas are flooding my sanity. As you can see, being deprived from my passion makes me crazy. I am literally overflowing with creative juices!! The sad part is, I'm having a hard time sticking with a single concept. A while ago, I was thinking of writing a rather cheesy poem about my perfect guy. Ahaha! I'll get back when I have my mind straightened out. 


Again, Happy New Year! This is a new beginning... 

I'm in love with a Montague

Holding back feelings for someone won't make it any better... 

So, obsessing and letting your love suffice is a good option. 

Love, until there's no more left to love...

-Lara Nadezda P. Melencio

I kept thinking about these words while I was in my "Happy Place"... It's the truth, right? I once kept my feelings for someone hoping I can move on but nearly 3 years had passed, and everytime I hear his voice, see his face and kiss his lips, I still get butterflies on my stomach. He is like a drug -- bad for my system but feels so right.. I am now trying with all my might to just admire and love him from afar. I still can't understand why 2 perfect people can never be together. Sucks to be US.. I know, right?? 

I'm in love with a Montague!!

Love, Juliet Capulet

 Don't get me wrong, I love the chase -- but sometimes, I would rather wish it's over rather than running in circles wondering when will one of us will catch the other...


Star-Crossed Lovers like Romeo and Juliet